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i want change myself , i want change myself..
i really want change myself...

i really sad..
because lazy... really because lazy...
lazy make me feel sad.. feel got something wrong..

because lazy.. i want change myself..
because i don't want lazy.. change it to my life..
i don't want.. i don't want lazy..

lastly... i believe i can change it..
i can change it, because i believe i can change it..
because... god will help me change..

god.. please help me to change myself and my life..
thanks god.. love you everyday ..